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About Me Member Shadow Deviant Dark-Lost-Soul23/Female/Germany Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Oh, what to write...

Fri Jun 12, 2009, 3:19 AM
  • Mood: Dumbfounded
  • Listening to: Silbermond - Lebenszeichen
Seriously.

I have no idea what to write after such a long absence. It's June 2009, for God's sake!
I guess I said goodbye to deviantART a long time ago - without realizing it.

Mainly because there just wasn't any time. My message box is crammed with new deviations (I'm reaching 8000 soon...) and messages, journals, news articles, favorites, etc., and I don't seem to find the nerve to delete it all. I don't know.
And about submitting new art... HA! Funny. I haven't been drawing since, well, since my last deviation - six months it is. I just don't have the time and nerve to create anything.
Did I loose my mojo? Maybe. Inspiration has been avoiding me. Maybe it will come back, someday. I doubt it. I don't know. Maybe I don't care anymore.
Sad. Ah well.

So. Is this an "I'll be back soon, maybe, maybe not, but I wanted to tell you that I'm still alive" journal? Maybe. I'm not saying I'll be back, but I wanted to let those of you know, who are still visiting my gallery, that I am alright. I was busy. Very busy. And equally lazy. And uncreative. Unproductive. Lazy. Busy. Not here. Away.

And I might stay there.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Caught in the Storm (Kiel/Germany)
  • Interests: Poetry, Music, Drawing, Cinema, Photography, Reading, Writing, ...
  • Favourite movie: FightClub, Stay, MoulinRouge, DonnieDarko, Disturbia, IndianaJones, Charlie'sAngels, Amelie
  • Favourite band or musician: BillyTalent, Misfits, PatD, Muse, TheMatches, TheFratellis, TheHoosiers, Buckcherry, TheSubways
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, Rock, Alternative, Emo, Ska, Rockabilly
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dali, Victoria Frances, Luis Royo, Tim Burton
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Franz Kafka, Alex Kava, Sebastian Fitzek, Stephen King
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp, WMP
  • Favourite game: Tomb Raider, GTA, Yatzhee
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lara Croft
  • Tools of the Trade: Faber Castell colored pencils, Microsoft PhotoDraw, Kodak Z650

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:iconarwenpandora:
thank you for faving jackson rathbone :hug:

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Thanks for the fave on Jackson - really appreciated!! :D

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:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's July 21st which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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Hey! Happy birthday :hug: I hope it's a great one for you.

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:iconrorymac666:
Happy birthday!! x

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*rorymac666
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Does portraits of famous people like Hugh Laurie,
Johnny Depp, and Shia LaBeouf. Hope you like!
:iconhiersein:
Öh hi... :blush:

Vielen, vielen Dank für 7 Miloiarden :+fav:s von dir! :hug:

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:iconelenagranger:
hey where are you?? : (
:icondark-lost-soul:
Hey Elena : )
Simply put: I was away, I don't even know why. And I don't know if I'll come back. I was busy with university and stuff. And as I'm not really creative anymore, I avoided dA, without noticing even. I didn't mean to.
Now that I clicked this site again, I begin to miss it though... and people like you :aww: It's really sweet of you to write me. Maybe I will remember how much fun I had with you and dA, maybe. I don't know. I need a huge bag of inspiration and motivation, I guess^^
I hope you are okay. I'm fine.
Have a lovely week-end, alright? :hug:

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I just wrote what I think in your journal (:

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